[He winces at that, curling in tighter on himself. Xiao's right, it would be stupid to not take the protection offered to him...
But he still feels guilty. At least, he thinks, it's just him here, and not one of the other members of ZOOL. The thought of them being in danger makes him feel even worse, even if they all might be better equipped at getting out of this alive.]
I'm sorry. I just...
[...]
I don't want to die, and it's scary to know I might, but I don't... I don't want someone to get hurt because of me, either, but... i-if you're sure...
[ Although Xiao has long since let go of the fear of death, he understands that it can be daunting to many living beings. He won't give his life away haphazardly; if he dies protecting Haruka, it will mean something. Even if it gives Haruka only one more day to live, it will have been worth it. ]
I would not have offered if I wasn't certain. Send me a message through the device if you are in any danger.
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But he still feels guilty. At least, he thinks, it's just him here, and not one of the other members of ZOOL. The thought of them being in danger makes him feel even worse, even if they all might be better equipped at getting out of this alive.]
I'm sorry. I just...
[...]
I don't want to die, and it's scary to know I might, but I don't... I don't want someone to get hurt because of me, either, but... i-if you're sure...
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[ Although Xiao has long since let go of the fear of death, he understands that it can be daunting to many living beings. He won't give his life away haphazardly; if he dies protecting Haruka, it will mean something. Even if it gives Haruka only one more day to live, it will have been worth it. ]
I would not have offered if I wasn't certain. Send me a message through the device if you are in any danger.
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There’s still a brief moment of hesitation, though.]
Is the phone really the best idea…?
[boomer]
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[ He doesn't elaborate on why, but there's something about his expression that shows that it's not entirely by choice. ]
Otherwise, I am in the "Dodo" room. Bear in mind that there are other residents, but I will be there in the late hours of the evening.
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[That look on his face... It's strange, and Haruka wants to press him on why he's looking at him like that, but... he lets it go.
For now, at least.]
Okay. Alright.
[He straightens up.]
If I need any help, I'll call you.