[He has no idea how Xiao can be so smooth - it’s not even like he’s particularly suave of anything, but the things he says still make Haruka feel ways he’s never felt before.
It all makes him feel a bit sheepish.]
Well… I don’t know if it’s how I make you feel, but… I like it.
[He brings Xiao happiness… It’s not the same happiness the fans feel, not that that’s less real then this. This is a happiness that comes from who Haruka really is.]
[ Xiao can't help it when his heart starts racing. He's used to living a life full of agony and destruction, so when Haruka says he enjoys being around him, it doesn't sink in immediately. It's a gradual realization, one that's still quick and hits him like a truck. ]
Haruka...
[ Xiao moves so he's facing him, and he leans in to give Haruka a gentle, lingering kiss on his lips.
He's not sure how else to convey how he's feeling. ]
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It all makes him feel a bit sheepish.]
Well… I don’t know if it’s how I make you feel, but… I like it.
[As embarrassing as it is to admit.]
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[ He tries to think of how to put this in words. It takes him a moment, but when he figures it out, he answers shyly: ]
...It brings me happiness.
[ Happiness. That's a word he hasn't used in a long, long time. ]
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Xiao…
[This isn’t a feeling he’s used to.]
I’m happy when I’m with you.
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Haruka...
[ Xiao moves so he's facing him, and he leans in to give Haruka a gentle, lingering kiss on his lips.
He's not sure how else to convey how he's feeling. ]